worry

i try not to do much of it
because most of what
we all worry about is out of our control
except, now,
i am worried
but that is another post...

i don't think i have used the word
worry
around the big girl lately
maybe she just feels it
but very timely that today,
in the car,
on the way home,
she brings it up.
timely because news from work
has me worried

here was the conversation:

big girl: "mommy, what are some things you worry about?"

{pause on my part...do i lay the weight of our world
on her tiny shoulders, or do i gloss it over?
i went for middle of the road}

me: "i worry about being a good mommy"

big girl: "but mommy, you are a good mommy"

{needed that, thanks girl!}

me: "i also worry about you and your brother staying healthy"

big girl: "mom, we are healthy!"

{so i inquire...what do you worry about?}

big girl: "well, i am going to say this, but it does not mean i am worried about it"

{at which point i think she is going to lay something heavy out there
and i am driving, should i pullover for this?}

big girl: "i worry that when cows and horses are eating their grass, they might eat, well, you know, their poop!"

{and i wanted to say, yes, i too worry about eating a crap sandwich!}

wanton wednesday

at the park today
the big girl makes friends
with a girl,
all of 9,
there by herself.
do parents still do that?
i digress...
the girl keeps checking her
cell phone for the time.
when she leaves
the big girl informs me
that she gave her our
phone number
WTH???
she gave out our digits
to someone she doesn't even know!?
i guess my thinking this was common sense
was way off the mark!
needless to say a safety convo ensued
lord, what else am i not thinking she will do!?
~~
would it be rude of me
or simply community service
to pull over and tell the over excited
sign holder on the corner
that there does not need to be an
apostrophe
on the word fees!
~~
is it possible for the hubs
to get one more blasted
work related
phone call or email to interrupt
whatever is going on
in our evening?
he ought to let me answer
they wouldn't call back.
~~
oh yeah...and the funniest
from the little big guy today...
while spinning out of control
on the tire swing at the park
he says,
"i wanna live!"
me too honey, me too!

secret life of bees...and biscuits

i have been mia lately
no reason
just working
you know...

so today,
gorgeous day
sun shining
windows down
coats off
and then it happened!
we are at a red light
this flat bed truck
stops beside us
the kids and i are busy yakking.
at the same time, we all look to the right
and scream!

the truck beside us is hauling
BEE BOXES!

{this is where i would insert pic taken with cell phone,
but i cannot find the adapter to do so...use your imagination!}

a million bees were swarming over the boxes
more than likely trying to figure out
why their homes are moving!

we frantically got the windows up
but not before the kids about lost their minds!

and on a totally unrelated note...
i got a compliment today
{i take 'em anyway i can get 'em!}
on my biscuits
{get your mind out of the gutter you sick ones!}
breakfast biscuits...'cause breakfast was for dinner!
and the big girl says,
"mommy, you make the best biscuits!"

thanks pillsbury! you rock dough boy!

i love you because...

today is my favorite day of the year
our anniversary
7 years,
7 of the happiest
most wonderful years

to my husband...
i love you because...

• you kiss me every morning before you leave for work: no matter if i am still in bed, in the shower, or bent over a little one tying a shoe.
• you make me laugh {and i love to see you laugh}
• you have given me the two best gifts in my life
• you love me no matter what
• you make us breakfast during the week
• you take such good care of us
• you have amazing patience with our children
• you teach the children so many things that they will forever cherish
• you love whatever i cook you
• you incite riotous reactions in our children when you walk in the door...like they haven't seen you in forever! it is the sweetest!
• you show our children everyday what a good daddy and husband is
• you put up with me...need i say more?
• you get me
• you are you

remember one day a few weeks ago,

we were laughing hard at something the kids were doing?

and i said something like,

what are we going to do when they are not around to entertain us?

and you said, oh, don't worry, we will find something to do!

here's to doing something together for the rest of our days!

love you honey!

fashion show friday!

dinner, done

homework, done

bath, done

pj's, done

pudding, eaten (as evident on faces)

all early this evening

so we were treated to

a fashion show

complete with

catwalk, (aka living room floor)

flashing cameras,

and really hot looks

who wouldn't want one of these get-ups?

and apparently the thumbs go with the get-ups!

think thin thursday

it's thursday
think thin people!

my goal last week was to eat for one
i think i did that,
for the most part

my goal for next week:
drink only water (and my oj of course!)
i enjoy soda, but don't normally buy it at home
i would drink it all!
we bought some around the holidays...
i am pouring it out tonight.
water it is
baby steps!
until next week...

they call me grace...

...'cause i could use some!

so this morning, i fell
i fell hard
tripped over the dog
went flying
it was not pretty
and i hurt myself
i caught myself with my left arm
on impact i would have told you i broke something
but i collected myself and went on to work

i am going to the doctor in about an hour
as the pain has worsened
as the day has worn on
my elbow is busted
it hurts.

so, i am in the market for some grace...
help a girl out!


UPDATE...
doc thinks there is nothing broken
which is awesome news...
another year of my life with no broken bones!
he thinks it is a strained elbow
but the pain...
ahh, the pain!
it is wrapped in ice now...
offered pain meds, but um,
taking care of 30 6th graders at work
does not allow me the luxury!
here's to watching my step...

slack jawed

the little big guy in our house
is funny
and he knows it
which is a bad combination
he is four
he cracks us up

the combination of being
a boy
and
4 years old
produces a lot of talk about
body parts and bodily functions

but that is not the funny i am talking about
because normally, that is just gross
not funny

but here is the funny i speak of...

{after rolling down car window for some air}
"the wind defeats the hotness!"

{while picking up meds for his bronchitis...}
"do you think this medicine will give me an ear confection?"

{after scarfing down a plate of french toast, he proclaimed minutes later that he was hungry and in fact did not like his french toast...when told he wasn't eating anything else, he shouts...}
"nobody wants to give me any food!"

{he speaks in run on sentences...and talks all the time}
"i talk a lot of words!"

{suffering from chapped lips lately, this is what he calls it}
"mom, my lips are rubber"

{after changing the sheets on his bed, from regular cotton ones to flannel}
"i like the cold sheets, not the hot sheets"

{after i told him to go put some things away}
"okay, if that's really how you want it"

so many more...i just can't remember!

P.S. sorry to all my faithful readers, but i have enabled comment moderation and word verification...seems some people are up to no good these days!

what have i done?

ever since i started blogging
my mind has changed
i used to go about my days
enjoying the highs
and
living through the lows
and
i still do
the only difference now is
i
think
in
blog
posts
there is this constant inner dialogue
swirling about in my mind
in which i think more
about the going ons around me
i pause more
i pay attention
i commit things to memory
i write things down
i take more photos
sometimes of things i would never normally capture

and while sometimes i find this annoying
i am also thankful

i am taking note
and that is a good thing.

so, fellow bloggers,
what has blogging done for you lately?

new year...new look

UPDATE: i joined think thin thursdays
goal for this week:
stop eating like i am eating for two
baby steps...not baby eating!
~
original post...
i am a believer that black is slimming
so why not on my blog too?

speaking of slimming...
that's what i plan on working on this year!
i lost 20 pounds last year right after the new year
it found it's way home
i plan to lose it and make sure it has no map
just in case it wants to visit again!

and since i have been
simplifying
things in our life this past year
i plan to do the same with goals this year
keep it simple
shed the poundage!

what are your plans for the new year?